ahhh.. it is time of the month again. I feel extremely moody and I just feel like sleeping it off. The worst part about it is that I have classes tomorrow and I have to see those rude and impolite Calamasus school kids. I am ready to leave Madrid and start my summer holidays ASAP. 4 months of Madrid is definitely enough. I am definitely feeling the effects of the law of diminishing returns. Even though I have adjusted pretty well to the culture and life styles in Madrid, but I realized that this is not the kind of life that I want. I feel extremely lousy and useless without a sense of purpose or direction when I am in Spain. It is nothing more than a 4 month holiday for me. I am done with the holiday. I am ready for some adventure, something interesting that life has to offer. I do not want to waste my time trying to learn Spanish with some idiots (I mean the Calamasus Kids) who are extremely arrogant and think they know it all. I am sick of the different sort of discrimination that I see. On many occasions, I was subjected to racist remarks and hateful stares. Do I need all this? To be really honest NO. I have a life of my own and these people have a life of their own. Dont judge me based on my appearance and just keep your comments to yourself. Being a developed nation, you put other developed nations to shame. Enough said, I am going to bed right now to sleep off this unpleasant feeling of racism that I have to endure when I am in Madrid.
It is mother's day and I miss my mommy.
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